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songs to carry in ur pocket as u face to the void (physical versions)

by Butterfly Bandage

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1.
feeling 02:58
i don't want any feeling just for a little while all of the trouble breathing will be left behind and all of the bleeding hateful sun in the sky i don't want any feeling just for a little while if there's no other way to make this pain leave fast i'll just pretend i'm asleep at least that counts as rest and if i lose all my friends while i am sound asleep at least one day i'll wake up to when i loved everything
2.
trees 03:16
open the window and watch the wind blow through the trees i can't believe the way that i ruin everything all of our hearts are bleeding out with anxiety all of the wind is blowing gently through the trees nothing is right with you and nothing is right with me all of the pretty birds are singing in the trees i called you up to talk again the words i said weren't what i meant communication is a skill that i could use improvement in oh my crying eyes oh i'm not surprised everything will work out you tell me but i don't believe your lies i mean it will be fine but it will not be fine i'm changing my definition of the word fine from night to night like the way i asked you to help out that fucking whining sadness sound the sound of irresponsibility and a mental breakdown i'm asking you to listen now cause everything is still in doubt i don't know when it will get better or what that means anyhow and we talked about the things i said i'd do but didn't and we talked about the things i meant to say but couldn't and we talked about the ways that you thought you could help me and we talked about the ways that we both were still hurting
3.
problems 01:06
need you to be there i don't trust myself to function on my own want you to like me when i don't know what that takes to do problems never leave they just change to different things or maybe resolving just eludes me consistently need me to be there you don't trust yourself to function on your own want me to like you when you don't know what that takes to do problems never leave they just change to different things or maybe resolving just eludes me consistently
4.
captain 01:19
all the ways i tried to fix it didn't work the way i thought maybe they worked some other way there's no way to make it stop ride the waves of pain away i will be forever lost all my friends will die some day captain of the saddest thoughts my ship will sail across the sea full of woe and cries and sobs i do not want comforting captain of the saddest thoughts it's ok to let me suffer it's ok to let me cry but if i cannot face the water i might need your help tonight ride the waves of pain away i will be forever lost all my friends will die some day captain of the saddest thoughts my ship will sail across the sea full of woe and cries and sobs i do not want comforting captain of the saddest thoughts
5.
snowing 04:12
there is no answer to the question at least it's pretty when it snows but if you follow your desire maybe that way you will know what your heart has to say what do you hate what do you adore need to escape and what could let you feel this way one more day you're still mourning but 'get up, get up' they tell you you say 'go to hell' i bet you wish that you had time to apologize or tell another lie are you alive or are you dead i don't know i need a little longer to get a grip and keep hold will it take just a bit or will it take a while don't force me into it i still don't understand this but as i walk across the snow i feel sure i'm wide awake heading right through the storm and all the pain remains as part of this love i can't breathe for love this body i thought was mine is full of everything at once as i begin to lose touch i can feel God inside my blood
6.
q.i. 02:08
always feels this way nothing's real again can you hold my hand can you tell me something does it feel this way are things real again can i hold your hand can i tell you something will all the ways that i've worked so hard to live follow through to an early tragic end is there anything to worry about fuck it all i'm gonna worry out loud nothing hurts me more than seeing all the pain you're in but i can't help myself and i can't understand it feels less real to me when it's my own pain that i'm in cause i don't belong here i'm just an alien tainting this violent world with my own violence don't think i'm natural i mean is anything and i don't wanna die but that makes me wanna die but can i help myself but can i understand (quantum immortality)
7.
love song 01:40
you have crossed the border of me we are made of both of us throw yourself into my body this is what it means to trust hold my heart inside your hands and i hold yours as we trade places everything has turned to dust everything has become sacred are we both doing this right and is it possible for you to become someone else's mental hospital you burrowed inside my head do you feel safe there i burrowed inside your head am i safe in there
8.
gender 06:59
[incomprehensible screaming]
9.
quest 02:12
help me on my quest i do not know what i need trying so hard only hurts me i think i give up on searching i sit and wait here i will wait indefinitely yes now this will be my quest and i would like you to help me can you maybe hold me can you tell me it's ok other days i won't believe you but today that's all you need to say did you know i love you i didn't know you loved me yes it helps me lots to hear that on my quest i embark quietly
10.
bandages 02:04
i walked up to you before i went to leave i should have said my piece communication is too complicated just like every effort more than breathing or sleeping curled up and painful you matter too much to me for me to be unable to help you work through everything that's still hurting you but i might not be there cause of all the unhealthy things that i still do and i can't believe how hard it seems to be to even keep myself together sometimes when i want to die i try to remind myself that that there is nothing more powerful than all the love i have had

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released August 24, 2015

Written and performed by Mackenzie Morris.
Artwork by Mackenzie Morris.
Layout (physical versions) by Lachlann Rattray.

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