Butterfly Bandage Is Over (If You Want It)

by Butterfly Bandage

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released October 22, 2016

thanks to madison brasealle and others for contributing to production
thanks to the sinsy vocaloid program for being free online

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Track Name: skeleton war vol. I
how many years a lifespan
another life ends
another life is

ruined by
all the vices
a constant crisis
thats how we live
but id like
to feel enlightened
to feel unlike an
empty cold husk

heal my heart or
get out of my bed
dont think of dying
try self-control but

i broke my heart and
i stay in my bed
i think of dying
no self-control im

giving away
give, giving away my
self to pain, self, self to pain i
cant bear to face, cant, cant bear to face just
stay out my way, stay, stay out my way please
x2

im sorry that i cant do it
im sorry that i wanna stop
maybe ill feel better tomorrow
wish i had a button for on, on and off
x2

cause…

how many years a lifespan
another life ends
another life is

ruined by
all the vices
a constant crisis
thats how we live
but id like
to feel enlightened
to feel unlike an
empty cold husk

heal my heart or
get out of my bed
dont think of dying
try self-control but im

giving away
give, giving away my
self to pain, self, self to pain i
cant bear to face, cant, cant bear to face just
stay out my way, stay, stay out my way please

im sorry that i cant do it
im sorry that i wanna stop
maybe ill feel better tomorrow
wish i had a button for on, on and off
Track Name: skeleton war vol. II
i cant explain
stop me, stop me
before i get
deeper in this hole
than i already am
every every day
wasting life away
i was not made for this

empty me of my pain
wring my heart out blood drains
to become the same blood
that will flow through my veins
and bring back the same pain every single day
do this...still hurts
do that...still hurts
this all stays the same while all the good things change
pain is my rock
yeah, pain is my rock

cant really empty pain
it is just like breathing
let it out just to let it all right back in
it is my rock
yeah, it is my rock

i want to know how to be helpful
i want to know how to be good
i want to know how to be special
i just want to do what i should
i dont want to feel like a child
still so stunted by my illness
i guess that is all i can handle
since i want to die from the stress
i want to know how to be helpful
i want to know how to be good
i want to know how to be special
i just want to do what i should

i cant explain
stop me, stop me
before i get
deeper in this hole
than i already am
every every day
wasting life away
i was not made for this

empty me of my pain
wring my heart out blood drains
to become the same blood
that will flow through my veins
and bring back the same pain every single day
do this...still hurts
do that...still hurts
this all stays the same while all the good things change
pain is my rock
yeah, pain is my rock

cant really empty pain
it is just like breathing
let it out just to let it all right back in
it is my rock
yeah, it is my rock
Track Name: skeleton war vol. III
i wanna get a little bit closer to
the feeling that my life is not over
i still have time to
do what id like to
what if i dont die soon
i grow up to be like you
what if i am enough and not too much

i dont believe it i dont believe it no i dont
now i think i believe it pretty soon i know i wont
i dont believe it i dont believe it no i dont
now i think i believe it pretty soon i know i wont
Track Name: heather rhodes (carissa's wierd cover)
[revised from original]

there will be no tragedies
your lullabies they are sounding like sirens now
just like heather rhodes when she was 17 years old
put another cigarette out in the square of my back
memories might last for years
but birthday cakes they always taste like that
this isnt an insult
to your intelligence
we both already know how you feel about that
this isnt an invite
this isnt anything at all except for the fact that youre here and im gone
saw someone today who looked exactly like you
its funny how the years go by

any time at all